selfdoubt...

  i always have doubt about myself..
  about what to say...
  what to do..
  what to react..
  what to think..
  what to feel..
  what to ask..
  what to answer..
  when those kind of things arrive..
  all those words to say..
  all those act to do..
  all those thought that came..
  all those feeling that i hide..
  all those question i'm dying to ask..
  all those answer that i need to hear..
  i don't know..
  i don't know..
  those doubt came..
  and as for result..
  i'm hurting myself ..
  what i did was merely taking care of others
  people feeling..
  and my feeling itself..
  i don't want to get hurt..
  because it hurt a lots..
  and when i'm hurt..
  i doubt that i can rise again..
  so pliss..
  don't hurt me..

  ='(