wondering..???

i'm wondering again yesterday..have to let it out today...if i'm not a human nor i am an animal i would like to a cupid..huh!!then i can set up people =)....yesterday something came up to me..what if i can't be with him who would i want then to replace me..n i can only think of one person..one of my best friend..as much as i think she be the perfect 
match,there's still a sense of jealousy...huh!!i can't let her be with him...nooooooo...i have faith in me..i'm sure i can do it.
..right now i can't think about that there's only 2 days left on knowing where my future will heading to..i pray to god that he hear my prayer and fulfill it...amen